starting anew

Time for me to start a new post. See, I'm at this point in my life in which I'm making connections that are somewhat random but that may end up being worthwhile later down the road. So I'm thinking that, while I do still want to keep a blog, I think it'll be best if I watch the things I post a little closer.

You know?

Anyways. Got my graduation announcements today. I seriously can't wait to get the next few weeks over with...then I'll be done! Do I hear a little Cyprus Hill in the background?

Insane in the membrane. Insane in the brain.

Final thought of the day:

I've unfortunately adopted this attitude where I can't have faith in myself and my abilities anymore. So as I was on my way to a "quasi-interview" on Friday, I took a minute to call Derek. I told him about my nerves and he reminded me that he had confidence that I would do fine. Of course, I didn't believe him...but I am a HUGE believer in listening to signs. So I get this feeling that whatever song is on when I switch on the stereo will tell me everything I need to know. Sure enough, I turn it on just as the CD player is getting through Rascall Flatts' Love Me Like I Am. Here is the exact point it was at in the song:

I can see the change. The change you've made in me.
But will I ever see, all the things you see in me?

When you say that I'm one of a kind...
Baby I don't see it but you believe that
I'm so strong and true, I promise you.
I'll try to be that kind of [wo]man...
Cuz you love me like I am.

Maybe it doesn't mean anything and I'm making a mountain out of a molehill. But seriously...it made me cry because I felt that I was supposed to know that maybe there is something that I just can't see in myself. And if I just believe that it's there because Derek believes in me, then everything will work out.

Long thought. My bad.