busy piano bar ... homy inn tomorrow!

life's life ... you know?

can't complain because i'm alive ... healthy for the most part (damn mest up bizack) ... making money now ... and in an amazing relationship.

but for some reason ... just not too happy. tis lame when you can't control everything ... and tis lamer when the things that are the mostest mestest are the ones you have no control over. erg.

whatever, though. good experience is what they say.

by the way ... you don't really need a back do you? like i can just cut it off if it hurts too bad. tis a good idea. i shall do it.